i did a interview video on you tube and it got quite a few views. i only did it for promotion of course. most of the questions asked was about my adult films and a few about my music. one question i went over board with and i hurt a few feelings even myself in the process. i was asked what can i bring different to the porn industry... being on the spot thinking naively i answered something like" im a fresh face no silicone in my face no big fake booty im all natural im fun im beautiful..." this that this that. hyping myself up not thinking of the ones that are silicone victims and i call them that because they're overall goal was to become more womanly looking MAINLY to YOU/US as society to be accepted!!!!! they didn't want to go to the mirror and see the result of someone not knowing what the hell they was doing and fucking em up..... so as im bashing them to hype me its someone laying in the tub crying or contemplating suicide or simply trapped in four walls because they really dont want to be seen in public NOW!!! either way i truly apologize for that video because i offended some of my Ts Community and i feel terrible about it.. that wasn't my intentions at all but thats why u WATCH WAT YOU SAY!! and mainly because once its said you cant take it back apology or not once the pain is felt ITS FELT!! and will always be REMEMBERED!! so HOW DO U WANT TO BE REMEMBERED?? some of us need to do some self assessment look in the mirror and get that shit TOGETHER!! all that BS with SS i didn't want that!! im a good classy girl. but i felt threatened as if someone was attacking me and im a people pleaser so it made me very upset HONESTLY no we could never have a friendship now because she only did that to further herself to make a name for herself and try to replace me & be seen because she felt insecure because me and my porn she be none of her damn concern LIKE HERs IS MINE!!! ZZZZZZ but i forgive her and i now can spot a hater a mile away... this is not to start drama just a quick vent to my BTG family because im always MIA! so if any of you girls are reading this i apologize and the video is being taken down from youtube NOW because i RESPECT you and this porn is fun but LOVE is the missing piece! and yes ms thingy thingy had me shook up i ran from the net for awhile because i felt terrible she hurt my feelings honestly but im back online now and i have some great ideas as long as your along for the ride ill be doing this for you! not THEM<<<<< you!!!!!! lol kisses and licks HMU tomorrow im going to bed now