Originally Posted by
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There is nothing wrong with your sexual preference, being purely a bottom. However, your broader view leads me to believe you are in denial about the true nature of a man's attraction to a transsexual.
You, as you have said in this thread, are doing "everything you can" to be a (genetic) woman. Since genetic women don't have cocks, they obviously don't fuck men or get their cocks sucked. So you, in trying to be as close to a genetic woman as possible, mimic their sexual role. You don't take pleasure in getting your cocked sucked, fucking dudes, or having you dick be a sexual object. This is fine, as it is your sexual preference.
You project this view onto others, and place the "gay" label on trans interested men that like the penis of the transsexual woman. You think, and have said in this thread, that trans interested men who are interested in the penis of a transsexual are not "real men."
What is unfortunate is that you have not yet detected the 500 pound gorilla in the room. The reason trans interested men are trans interested in the first place is because trans women HAVE COCKS. Of course the overall femininity, face, body etc, is a key factor in the attraction.
But let me let you in on a little secret. Yes a man you are with will like you for your general feminine features. But if that was all he wanted, he would be with a genetic female because not only do they have those feminine traits, they have them to a higher degree.A dude might like your face and body, but he could easily take a five minute walk and see several genetic female that exceed your feminine features. He's with you because you having something they don't: a penis.
So to be "disgusted" as you say by trans interested men that like penis is, ironically, to be disgusted by trans interested men because trans seeking men are, by definition, penis interested (clearly i'm talking about ts that have not had sex change surgery).
So you have an inherent disgust for the people you are most likely to have sexual relationships with . Of course the ideal for you would be a straight man that is not into transsexuals, but is so taken by your female features that he makes an exception for you. A guy that likes women and not penis, but is so taken by you that he can ignore your penis. But, again, such a man could easily find a female who exceeds your feminine features.
You are in denial about the state of your sexuality. Again, that is fine. But what is unfortunate is that you have to insult others out of your own denial and insecurity. What is even more unfortunate is that the people you insult are your likely sexual suitors. Haha that's pretty funny actually.