Black Transsexuals are Finally Breaking Through!!

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Originally Posted by onone

You're a hypocrite. Normally that may not hurt a person financially, but in your case your hypocrisy places a limitation on how successful you will allow yourself to become in the sex industry. You currently work in the sex industry. You do cam shows right? Yet you want to be a role model for other transgendered people. The fact is, if you become really big in that lane one day, those cam shows of you jacking off and showing your booty hole are going to surface. You are already part of the sex industry PUBLICLY. There are prostitutes that have done all kinds of shit for boat loads of money that during the process never was photographed, recorded on video, or arrested. So these current or ex prostitutes can at least deny their involvement in the sex industry if they one day want to be a hypocritical about it like "I never had to sell my body to own all of these businesses I own.:mad:" Yeah okay... But I know how this goes, you can always portray yourself as being an "exploited victim," say that you have since found Jesus or something like that...

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lol.

See I knew you'd say that.

To me, web cam modeling is a lot different than a lot of other things I can do. I have a lot more control over my own image when i'm modeling for tgirl-cams. I do not distribute recorded videos and I do not do anything for anyone who doesn't pay. I feel like webcam shows (which i've been doing for free for YEARS) aren't an effective way to get recognized within the industry. I dont view my feelings as hypocritical because I am currently attending school and I plan on pursuing an actual carrer in the major I go to school for. Porn will never be a priority of mine. Sure it's what i'm doing now becuase I need money. But see, it's not like I haven't put time and effort into finding working. Simple fact is no one wants to hire a transsexual woman. If I could find work some other way I'd do that in a heart beat, but I simply cannot.

I never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever said I wanted to be a role model. Never. I have no clue where you get that impression. I just dont want MY worth and my life to be porn and exploitation. I do not victimize myself. I view it as (as I said before) capitalizing on a man's fetish. BUt the fact that this is, seemingly the only way for me to earn income, is, at it's very essence, a sad statement for the the condition of the society we live in. Not because i view what I do as wholely negative but rather because i should be able to make money flipping burgers and waitressing, as opposed to getting naked.

I think there is a big difference between being a web cam model and modeling for black tgirls. I'll be straight up and down honest with you right now. If you guys ever see me modeling on blacktgirls, just assume something really serious happened in my life and I needed money and i needed it badly. That's not anything against the site, it's more of that the amount of exposure i get as a webcam model on tgirl cams is not at all similar to the amount of exposure if i were modeling for this website.

The difference between me and a lot of girls who i've met is that I go to school. Now, this isn't me trying to sound better than someone so please dont accuse me of that. I just haven't met very many transseuxal women who are going to school with the intent of pursuing a specific carrer. And that alone should be a red flag.

How is it hypocritical for me to want transsexual women to have jobs that are outside of the sex industry? Do you think these are jobs we should simply accept as a reality and deal with? I'm not looking down on them at all. I'm simply saying the lack of options we seem to have is alarming. Why you dont see that is astounding to me. Perhaps you're one of those men who just cant see trans women as people. I dont know, I mean, i just dont get what's so unnerving about wanting trans women to be recognized for something more than selling ass. SEriously, please clarify this for me.

Do you believe that we should continue to perpetuate the feeling that the sex industry is the only place trans women can seek employment?

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Originally Posted by kittymatthews

Do you believe that we should continue to perpetuate the feeling that the sex industry is the only place trans women can seek employment?

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No absolutely not and I know 100's of transwomen working in all walks of life from politicians, teachers, finance, systems through to every day, main street jobs.

BUUUUUUUUUUUUT - you are working in the sex industry and you are hypocritical. Working on a cam is no different to modeling for a site, in principle - you are selling your transgenderism for the price which you feel acceptable. Furthermore, you are taking advantage of a website forum which specializes in black transsexual erotica & it's members, to further the sales on that cam. Once you've put yourself on that cam you have no control over your image - I hope you appreciate that there are people who specifically go onto cams to record the shows (an easy bit of software), swap them, post on collectors/tube sites etc. They are out there.

I have no problem with girls not wanting to work on the site whatsover, that is their prerogative. We have many models with dreams and aspirations for the future and I wish them all well and I know many girls who simply don't want to work in the adult industry. However, you are perpetuating the myth that "trannies work in porn only" as you made the decision to work already in adult. I don't believe you could not find ANY job - I believe you couldn't find one which paid you what you needed for the work put in/or the type of work it was, compared to working on a cam, taking your clothers and using your transgenderism to make money. All power to you - but you are what you are, a transgender working in the adult industry.

PS - I've advised 100's of girls away from our sites who've said they desperately need some money and that is why they are doing this modeling. Many have insisted that they do really want to do it and many when presented with the question, "Why do you want to do this?" changed their minds.

It's highly unlikely we'd accept models who only wanted to do this out of desperation.

Well that's just where I am right now, it's not where i plan on being for the rest of my life.

You can believe what you want, but I spent almost all of my summer looking for a job filling out applications and getting absolutely nowhere. That's the truth. I am a very hard working person. I dont sit on pretty. The fact of that matter is that i didn't get hired and you can TELL when you hand someone your application and it's got a boys name on it and they look up at you with confusion that it's going to be an issue.

I dont see how getting on the web cam every once and a while is the same as having a photoshoot release every month and branding your name. Maybe that's naieve of me, i just dont see that as being the same thing. I mean, the very fact that people can post threads about certain girls on here tells me that this is part of the game. Building an audience and building a name. I dont see how you can possibly do that JUST with webcam shows. Correct me if i'm wrong.

As I've been doing camshows, i do understand the ins and out and the ups and downs and the positives and the negatives. There's still a lot i have to learn, but it's not like this is a new game for me. not at all.

I do not appreciate being called lazy Sean. I am anything but. I dont see how in hell walking up and down Hollywood blvd and applying to every single bussiness on the strip is lazy. Please help me understand how this is lazy or not putting out effort.

Explain to me how taking a bus 6 hours every day to go to a shitty telemarketing job to get paid 200 bucks a week is lazy.

I'd love to hear it.


My thing is this. I would have to be in a very different place to pursue porn in a way that would make me notable. I am not at that point yet and trust me when i say that i've been making videos and photosets and publishing them since i was of age.

It's fine if you guys disagree with me. I think my opinions on this website are just a little too strong. lol. I'm sorry if at this point in my life I do not want to make my carrer out of porn. One of the only reasons i'm doing webcam shows now is because I do it for free all the damn time. lol. So why not get paid?


Please dont get it twisted. I'm an exhibitionist and i love doing what I do on webcam. I"m just not ready to take it to another level because i DO feel like it compromises other plans in my life. Simple as that. Why is it so bad for me to want to see a black transsexual gain notoriety for something nonsexual?

Edit: you know what. This is the last time i speak my mind on this site. lol. Call me a hypocrite, whatever. Sure. I do porn but i dont want that to be my life and I dont want that to be my only future. Doesn't mean i look down on the industry. It just means it's not something i want to limit myself with. That's all. I will make an effort to speak more carefully in the future. I dont want to hijack threads anymore. its very unfair. I'll just get naked and smile.

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Originally Posted by kittymatthews

I do not appreciate being called lazy Sean. I am anything but. I dont see how in hell walking up and down Hollywood blvd and applying to every single bussiness on the strip is lazy. Please help me understand how this is lazy or not putting out effort.

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I never said you were lazy. I said that the jobs which were potentially open to you as a young person (not necessarily TG) were probably not as good as working on a webcam from home. Between, 16-25 I worked McDonalds, dressed as a sweaty Dragon in a crappy theme park, barman, care assistant (wiping old people's asses) and a bunch of other stuff. If I could have made the same money being on a cam, I would have - I didn't have that option. Are you seriously telling me, no fast food, movie theater, supermarket, chain store would hire you?

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Originally Posted by kittymatthews

My thing is this. I would have to be in a very different place to pursue porn in a way that would make me notable. I am not at that point yet and trust me when i say that i've been making videos and photosets and publishing them since i was of age.

Please dont get it twisted. I'm an exhibitionist and i love doing what I do on webcam. I"m just not ready to take it to another level because i DO feel like it compromises other plans in my life. Simple as that. Why is it so bad for me to want to see a black transsexual gain notoriety for something nonsexual?

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Only do porn if you want to do it and enjoy it. You cannot make a career from it, the photos will be around for a long time (and my point is, so will the recordings of the videos) and as long as you can justify to yourself why you done it ("because I wanted to") then you don't have to justify it to anybody else.

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Originally Posted by kittymatthews

It's fine if you guys disagree with me. I think my opinions on this website are just a little too strong. lol. I'm sorry if at this point in my life I do not want to make my carrer out of porn. One of the only reasons i'm doing webcam shows now is because I do it for free all the damn time. lol. So why not get paid?

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Opinions can run strong Kitty but you are one of the main members of this forum who has formed and given VERY strong opinions on a number of issues, so don't give it, if you can't take it back. Nobody said to make a career out of porn, what was set, was that you are already working in porn. You are taking a $1 for showing off your wares - you are selling, it's fine!

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Originally Posted by kittymatthews

Edit: you know what. This is the last time i speak my mind on this site. lol. Call me a hypocrite, whatever. Sure. I do porn but i dont want that to be my life and I dont want that to be my only future. Doesn't mean i look down on the industry. It just means it's not something i want to limit myself with. That's all. I will make an effort to speak more carefully in the future. I dont want to hijack threads anymore. its very unfair. I'll just get naked and smile.

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Where has anybody said it should be your life? As I mentioned many girls I know have aspirations and ideas for where they want to go. Do what you like to do, do what you enjoy and if you can make some money from it, all power to you - but you have been critical of other peoples comments, so it's to be expected that you will get the response in kind.

Keep getting naked and smile ... and keep enjoying doing it.

So sure, i work in porn, but saying my opinions on transgendered rights and working outside of porn are moot is the very reason i didn't want to in the first place. It's the whole "shut up and get naked" mentality. Just because I work in porn doesn't mean i can't be an advocate for girls doing something other than selling their ass.

And NO, i applied everywhere and no one would hire me.

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Originally Posted by kittymatthews

So sure, i work in porn, but saying my opinions on transgendered rights and working outside of porn are moot is the very reason i didn't want to in the first place. It's the whole "shut up and get naked" mentality. Just because I work in porn doesn't mean i can't be an advocate for girls doing something other than selling their ass.

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No, no, no Kitty don't lower yourself to pretending you are being victimized here, that's trite and overdone. Nobody ever told you to shut up and get naked so if you are perceiving that, then it's your issue and nobodies here. Nobody has also said anything about you not being able to work in porn AND be an advocate for girls, now you are just twisting the discussion into something that you feel more comfortable with and it's very unbecoming.

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And NO, i applied everywhere and no one would hire me.

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Welll I'm genuinely surprised and sorry to hear that as I see transgenders working in many places in the USA, so perhaps you may need to figure out why they aren't hiring you, or if it's just the economy and such.

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Originally Posted by kittymatthews

I'll just get naked and smile.

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If you were truly willing to do that, you wouldn't be such a broke hypocrite now would you? :)

I don't think that anyone suggested that you make a career out of pornography, but you are in the adult industry and I believe that people should give 100% in all they endeavor upon. You are half assing it on web doing cam shows because you are some sort transsexual version of a true black woman. YOU WIN!

It's sort of a masculine characteristic to be so much about your business that you have your own website, do photo shoots around the country for multiple magazines, dance in tgirl strip clubs, travel the country escorting AND creep off to walk the hoe strolls on the low. Females in the industry that do all of that most of the time have a man guiding them through the process, most of the time...

You literally have a black woman's brain. That shit is fuckin up your money because you like many black women are on that get an education, get a good job, remain employed till retirement. Unlike black women you do not provide jobs with that double tax credit they receive for hiring a "double minority." You know, black and a woman. You are just black and a man, legally. No bueno for unskilled labor positions... How about you work towards positioning yourself to employ people? Perhaps that's the good you can do for the tgirl community, hire them.

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Originally Posted by onone

If you were truly willing to do that, you wouldn't be such a broke hypocrite now would you? :)

I don't think that anyone suggested that you make a career out of pornography, but you are in the adult industry and I believe that people should give 100% in all they endeavor upon. You are half assing it on web doing cam shows because you are some sort transsexual version of a true black woman. YOU WIN!

It's sort of a masculine characteristic to be so much about your business that you have your own website, do photo shoots around the country for multiple magazines, dance in tgirl strip clubs, travel the country escorting AND creep off to walk the hoe strolls on the low. Females in the industry that do all of that most of the time have a man guiding them through the process, most of the time...

You literally have a black woman's brain. That shit is fuckin up your money because you like many black women are on that get an education, get a good job, remain employed till retirement. Unlike black women you do not provide jobs with that double tax credit they receive for hiring a "double minority." You know, black and a woman. You are just black and a man, legally. No bueno for unskilled labor positions... How about you work towards positioning yourself to employ people? Perhaps that's the good you can do for the tgirl community, hire them.

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Well that's the biggest crock of shit I've read on this thread so far. While I disagree with some of what Kitty has said, this is just mysogenistic horseshit and I certainly distance myself from any of your ill-founded believes.

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Originally Posted by seanchai

Well that's the biggest crock of shit I've read on this thread so far. While I disagree with some of what Kitty has said, this is just mysogenistic horseshit and I certainly distance myself from any of your ill-founded believes.

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As far as I'm concerned it was only me and Kitty in this thread. Oh and the word is beliefs. Misogynistic is spelled like I just spelled it... If someone is gone cut into one of my posts I at least want the spelling to be on point while I'll be less pedantic toward mistakes in grammar.