Homosexuality and T-Girls
For many millenia men have had sex with men and women have had sex with women. There are many different types of gender-sex combinations involved in the medley of the sex act, itself.
For many men, the act of having sex with another man is unthinkable, no matter which package in which it presents itself. I've personally witnessed a friend who was approached by a blantant homosexual who physically touched his groin area and he not only tried to physically attack the guy, he became physically ill, afterwards. He is a true heterosexual! He was actually repulsed to the point of vomiting! If something like that were to happen to me, I wouldn't come close to reacting that way. I would feel insulted if I were publicly assaulted sexually in any manner. However, I would not try to physically beat the person down and I most certainly wouldn't have it in me to vomit.
Effeminate acting guys who really look like guys, turn me off. However, effeminate acting guys who really look like girls, turn me on. This fact does not in any way release me from any charge of homosexuality, because I know that deep down inside, I am attracted to the penis of a "pretty" male.
It's really kind of strange because, I'm one of those men who really is not turned on by watching the T-girls penis during a photo shoot or a video. I would prefer to see her pretty face, a$$, and breasts. I really only want to get a glimpse of the penis just to somehow subconsciously remind me that it's really there.
However during sex, I enjoy physical contact with the penis of the T-girl.
While I would never be a bottom, since I am an incorrigible top, I do become quite obcessed with the penis after screwing the T-girl. Though, I would feel completely out of place doing what I do to a regular guy. I am still involved with the penis during sex and if I knew that she didn't have one, I would become absolutely disinterested. This type of attraction to a member of the same sex (not gender), is a type of homosexual attraction. I am therefore, unabashedly claiming ownership of the label homosexual or gay. There, I've embraced it, I own it, and I am no less of a person or man for doing so.
I am still a man, just like most gay men are really men. I will still defend my turf with possibly greater vigor and ferosity than most heterosexuals. I will have no compunction about your consequences if you tread upon me or mine. I am a devout and trusted friend, if I'm your friend. I am a completely defiant and relentless nemesis of yours, if I'm your enemy.
I attempt to be a gentleman at all times. However, sometimes you just gotta get ghetto wit a sucka! There's no question that I'm a man! Nobody questions that fact about me! However, I am gay. I am gay because I am attracted to effeminate males who both look like and want to be like females. They really are female insofar as gender is concerned, but NOT sex. Sexually speaking, they are not genetic females. If I were attracted to masculine males who strived to both look and act more masculine, I would still be just as gay. Gay means homosexual, and that's what we are if we are attracted to pre-op T-girls.
I've found that the older that I become, the less I am attracted to GG's, and the more I am attracted to pre-ops. I have a friend who feels the same way. As time progresses, homosexuality becomes a greater possibility and bisexuality begins to fade.
