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i agree with some of the things u said... sometimes our people can just act so ignorant! but the way u are throwing the N word out there gives people the impression that it is ok and it is NOT! i love u kitt... but mama we must find u man. someone needs to tame that young tgirl pussy of urs b4 u go too far
ps.... im a black person and i still love ya
Hey STF, who do you think would win in a fight between Her and Lilly?
you're such a drama queen.Quote:
Originally Posted by DarylWashington
I could have done without this video.
I feel like we have so much in common Kitt, but this video and the vitriol that spews forth is a bit much. I find "hate" and "N" to be such strong words, but that's your opinion. Hopefully life and experience will help you see black people in a better light. Imagine...
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She is young but thats not an excuse for using such a harsh word. I have mutual friends to her and I think she just needs correct guidance and hopefully she will shape up her attitude till then we can only wish things change with this young one...Quote:
Originally Posted by Remy757Photog
Dont get me wrong im all for opinions but not if they are ill thought, she needs to know how to speak more civilized if she hates or dislikes something, Learn how to ignore it not feed it in anyway shape or form.
Lilly seems more aggressive, she might win.Quote:
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I am not going to waste my time with the video but I have a question. Does she hate herself?
DarylWashington - I am aware of the negative rhetoric you like to display toward black transexuals, so I would like to ask you (ahead of taking action), why are you here?
We do not need, want, or care to hear you lament on how much you despise black tgirls. You can do that perfectly well on your Youtube. It also comes of as cowardly to use another person to speak for you. If Lilly has something to say here, she can join and get her two cents in. In the meantime, let some Manyard Keenan into your life and find some Peace, Love, and Understanding.
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The more things change the more they stay the same.....how fitting that she's wearing a handkerchief.
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IVE LEARNED NEVER TO ENTERTAIN IGNORANCE "THIS IS NOTHING BUT MERLEY (POT CALLING THE KETTLE)" I DO BELIEVE THERE WAS A ISSUE ABOUT BEING RACIST AND Seanchai HAD A DIscussion with a member which he is now banned and than something was later on said to me about using the proper words and titles...SO IM NOT UNDERSTAND WHY THIS COMMENT OR THREAD IS BEING IGNORED AND ITS OK TO CONTINUE AND PEOPLE ARE NOT BEING REMOVED THIS IS WHY THESE TS TODAY WONT ACCEPT BEING BLACK BECAUSE YALL GIVE THEM A BAD NAME! ITS FUCKING SAD,, AND SUM OF YALL APROVE TO THIS SHIT..ILL BE A "MONKEY" "BABOON" NOW COME CLIMB ON MY TREE AND SEE ME WITH THE HANDS!! (PERIOD)Quote:
Originally Posted by Remy757Photog
..I ALSO NOTICE HOW THIS FORUM ROOM HAS CHANGED WITH MEMBERS AND THERE INPUT ON TOPICS SO I KNOW WHEN TO CLOSE THE CURTAINS AND HOP BACK IN MY RIDE AND PRESS THE LITTLE BUTTON ON THE SIT BACK CHAIR!
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Originally Posted by DarylWashington
Agreed.
To bad there's no attaction beyond the hype of either
I agree with Sasha's last paragraph, this site has changed with members. I remember when people respectfully expressed their opinions on this site. Now, people say whatever's on their mind regardless of how hateful or rude it may sound. Things have definitely changed. I know that this is a free country, first amendment rights and yadda yadda. Even if that's the case, we still should be highly motivated to respect each other. We should take care of each other's feelings. People live life everyday and encounter good and bad experiences. We should tread lightly because you never know what someone just dealt with in their life. Example: It is a fact that a lot of transsexuals must rely on the sex industry to maintain and sustain. Some love being in that industry, most despise it. Now, if I came in here one day and said...."I have a problem with these nasty ass shemale prostitutes who only use men to pay their bills and they have no intention of ever settling down and their end result will be AIDS and I will laugh my ass off." That is absolutely wreckless!!! Even though that may be my opinion, I have no right to condemn a person that is dealing with life issues that are or have gravely affected him/her. Even though I have a right to express my opinion, that doesn't excuse me from respecting other people and having a sense of what others may be dealing with in their lives. I like being able to express my opinions on this site. I just think that we should keep in mind that some things that come from our mouths just might offend or prompt someone to cause harm to themselves so we should really think about, not what we say, but how we say it. Lots of people, especially transsexuals commit suicide based on what they've heard or read from someone's opinion because they feel that the opinion was aimed at them. We need to learn to open the door for discussion and not alienate from discussion by using wreckless, negative words to express our points of view.Quote:
Originally Posted by Sasha
My point exactly: This forum has become very imature and I see why seanchai only breeze in here once in a blue ....If it aint looking like a spam site its fool of negative feed back and right now i just cant continue to feed into up im on a higher ground than that so because google logs in everything i do i have to be careful what I say lol but I think its time I take a break from here If you want to find me just send me a privt or visit msg on my profile. Hopefully this forum will learn to grow the fuck up!Quote:
Originally Posted by vidman
woooooooow this dude is still at this corny shyt....some thought i was harsh 2 yrs ago on BGC when i called this clown a Loser........now its 2 yrs later....and he's still at it! SMFH..this is what a loser does!!!
Dude...yo big bralic azz need to lift the 100 pound boxes, and leave the 10 pound boxes alone...then maybe you'd get somewhere at fed-ex...then maybe you'll have no time for this wack, old shyt you still doing. u got a lil skills on the vid making...put it to use homeboy!
as far as the girl....i dont like to talk about people....but come on....look at her...she's a phony...her white girl impersonation switched up numerous times...she's not good on the eye........AT ALL! its just that a lot of black men are quicker to let you know that you're not the hot shyt, than the white men...and not putting the white men down, but quite a few white men, with the blk Tgirl or reg. blk woman fetish will deal with the first one that comes their way...so she gets a lot of love from them.
but im done here....i think ima just fukk around in the chat box!
There's precious little spam anywhere on this forum. You shouldn't run and hide from negative feedback. Let it empower you and give those posting crap the heads up with your point of view. :cool:Quote:
Originally Posted by Sasha
And this thread proves my point
I have since deleted the video, not because Im backing away from my stance, but because I realized how unhelpful it was and how misconstrued it would be.
I love black people, but I do not love back mentality. Pushing your personal beliefs and expections about race onto me is backwards and ignorant.
The only people who have ever harassed me about my gender have been black. The only people who have ever made attempts at making me feel horrible for being who I am and speaking the way I speak and walking the way I walk have been black
Black people are so predictable. I knew thered be a thread like this when I got to this forum. You are all so sad and so pathetic if you do not see the humor in this video. A self respecting black person would be able to see that.
Furthermore, i did not come onto this forum and post this video. Daryl did. And he did it becuase I rejected, blocked and deleted his ass from my social networking sites. He says some very ignorant hateful shit to me and I find it really amusing that you guys dont see how much he despises black transsexuals and black people in general.
See, I can admit my ignorance. I can admit my lack of exposure. But you dumb ass niggers who come onto here and try to say im doing a "white girl impression" by speaking the way I speak normaly are the VERY reason why i made this video.
When will you guys realize that the way I am is the way I am. It is not a facade or a fake act. Its who I am.
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piss off.
Oh oh and as far as that man Lilly. Honey just because I dont talk like a thug doesn't mean I can't slay like a thug. I find it halarious you put that girl up here talking about black transsexuals and blah blah blah. Please. I didn't even watch that entire video.
See, Daryl is halarious like that. He's got all kinds of crossdresser and men on his facebook and he likes to pretend he's fucking 10s all the time. lol. You can come for me and say what you want to say about me, but at the end of the day, I still know my own worth. And I find it funny you think i will lose a fight. Well you know what, I take that back. Maybe I would lose the fight. I dont really know or care to fight like a man. She could probably take me down for sure.
you're just like daryl...you 2 like attention.........please answer this for me.........tell me how is anyone of these videos gonna help anyone in their life??? and if you feel the way you feel, why delete the other vid??? thats like me wearing a chicago bulls jersey to a knick game and when i get bad feedback..i throw my chicago bulls jersey away. i still like the fukkin bulls.lol SMH
have you traveled as a kid??(please say no, cause ya never mentioned that in ya vids)...i dont know how many people clowned you back in the days...but you let what .000000000000010% did to you...determine what our whole race is about.lmao
and you're basically internet gangsterin...internet frauding.....cause answer this, and im out.........would you go up to 500 blk people and recite every word you said in that video..i mean, you're talkin to us right?.............of course you're gonna say yes.lol
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Originally Posted by da_man2156
AND WHY WOULD I BE ON A BLACK TRANSSEXUAL FORUM IF I HATED BLACK PEOPLE. YA'LL DUMB.
HAHAHHA
See, like most black people who get crazy over my videos, you probably just read the title and didn't watch the video.
I deleted the videos because I realized how unhelpful they were (which i said in my last post but i know how hard it is to read so i'll repeat). I dont desire attention. DARYL posted them here, not me. My videos dont go anywhere further than youtube.
If you watched the video i just posted (which i know you didn't, but I know how hard it is to to click play and listen so I'll repeat) I do believe that I misjudge african americans based on the select few that attack me (which BTW, you are definitely not helping me in changing my views). It is a fact that in my life, the only attackers of my transition and accusers of delusion have been black. That is a fact. I have never been attacked by anyone of any other race. I'm sure it's bound to happen, but I can't help it if my lack of exposure to african americans + the ignorant ones I've met = a slanted view of african americans as a whole. I still feel the way I feel in the video (but, as I know you didn't watch the video let me reiterate, I DO NOT HATE BLACK PEOPLE), but I can back away from the situation and realize that it's unhelpful.
Look, you guys can hate me or think I'm an uncle tom or whatever, but if you actually gave two flying fucks, you'd realize that my feelings towards african americans are all based on the fact that I have always wanted to reach out and be a part o the black community, but because of what I believe in, how I feel about my race and how it defines me, how I walk and how I talk, I have faced nothing but push away and criticism. So it's natural for me to feel the way I do about african americans based on my experience. But AS I'VE SAID BEFORE, i can acknowledge that I am ignorant. Yelling at me and accusing me of loving the white man and blah blah blah blah blah is only reinforcing the negative attitude and perception i have on african americans as a whole. I DO unfairly judge black people, but I'm working on that. I do not hate myself, i love myself, there isn't an ounce of self hatred in my body, quite the opposite.
Like I said, feel the way you feel about me. I dont care. I think i made that really clear in my video
i hear that hot shyt. and i am totally 100% not offended about anything you said...and im most def not tryin to change how you feel...cause to me....you are a fraud...for the one year i took up psychology in college, i learned a few things about body movements....and im a good listener. and it clearly shows that you're a superstar in ya camera's eyes, cause you put on a show everytime.
but who am i?? maybe im one of those types that clowned people when i was younger...but im in my 30's and dont even remember the things i said to clown someone..you know why...i was a silly lil KID. obviously you do care...cause you mentioned ya growing up and being picked on in ya vids(so seeee, i did watch ya vids lol)
buy uuuhhhh hey, keep it movin how you movin...no drama over on this side!
Yep I'm a fraud.
Comments like that make me make videos entiled "I hate niggers". Just saying. If you can't accept me for doing me, dont expect me to accept you for doing you. Just saying.
BTW, on the subject of being a fraud
WHAT THE FUCK IS SO FAKE ABOUT ME??
Please tell me. I'd LOVE to hear it. Watch my channel, it's all bout being transparent. lol. Whatever. This is why me and black people dont get along. And TO THINk i was comming on here to post new photos of myself. Ugh. You guys have it so fucked up I'm not even going to start.I dont come to this forum to be messy, people attack me and it gets messy. So if we're gonna comment on how this forum is starting to be immature, let's call a spade a spade.
no need dear....you'll be aiight!
No no, tell me. I wanna hear your busted ass reason as to why I"m a "fraud". PLEASE. There is absolutely nothing about me that is fake hun. Nothing.Quote:
Originally Posted by da_man2156
NOTHING.
So really, educate me. Give me your evaluation. No seriously, i would love to hear it. Really.
I mean what the fuck do i have to do. I remove my unhelpful videos, I explain my feelings, i realize that I was wrong and you STILL wanna sit there and call me a fraud. You are so fucking off.
So now, give me your psychological evaluation. PLEASE. i beg. Obviously i'm a dumb ass little kid who doesn't no better. So come on daddy, tell me what you gotta say. Spit some knowledge at me, muh brutha
its not that serious...just like being clowned as a kid and being verbally attacked as a grown up is not that serious when you're handling ya business...you movin thru this world the way you wanna move thru it.........thats all that matters
So that's how I"m a fraud? Interesting. Well I'm glad you answered my question in a clear and concise manner.Quote:
Originally Posted by da_man2156
Problem is that some people always have something to say about me when I"m "handlin' my business". And those people 9.9999 time out of 10 are black.
and what i mean by fraud is exactly what i said in my first post.....if you post this type of talk online, but wouldn't walk up the the same amount of viewers ya vids has...in person and say it to there faces just cause you wanna(just like ya vids)...thats some type of fraud.....oh i get it....you one of those online venters
and are you into anything to try to better your race?? or do you think these lil vids is doing the job? are you helping online?? or in ya real life??
I absolutely would and have in the past. If you came up to me and tried to tell me how to live my life, I would FOR SURE tell you how you're acting like a typical nigger.
The very same could be said about the people that leave transphobic comments on my videos and send me emails telling me just how much they hate the fact that I'm trans.
See, I am ME. I can only do things for myself. My way of "bettering" the black race is to realize and recognize the cogs we're falling into that were originally created by the white man. The hypersexualization of black women and the lack of education in black men. Both popular stereotype originally taught to us by the white man. I believe in living in the world now as it is. I dont believe in defining yourself by your race. You can still have pride in your race and appreciate your race without being a slave to your race. And building expectations for other members of your race is NOT progress.
In my opinion, bettering my race would be waking up and realizing that we are individuals and not part of this overly marginalized group of people. just because I'm black doesn't mean that i have to conduct myself in a certain way. Just because I'm black doesn't mean that I have to speak within a certain dialect or enjoy certain things within our own culture.
You try to assign me with acting as if i am a different race, but that isn't anywhere near true. I act the way I act and that is who I am. I am not putting on a facade or pretending to be something I am not. I am who I am and I do not pretend or act as if i am something other that what I am. But see, a lot of black people I've met seem to believe that's how I am. That i am lying to myself and to everyone around me because of the way i talk or things I'm interested in. It is so petty to tell me that I "act white" when being white isn't something I desire to be- at all. It is so petty to try to paint me as a fraud because I don't assign myself to stereotypes.
My main issue with the black community is the many variations of self hate. This feeling that because I'm doing something they don't agree with, I'm wrong or I'm delusional or I'm trying to act like something I'm not. Why is it that it seems like every other race gets to have variations in culture except for the black race.
There's a reason why so many black people upload videos expressing negative feelings towards their own race. And if you watch every single one of them, it's the same thing. PUSH back from black people because they don't act or conduct themselves in a predictable manner. My feelings are not unique to me. My feelings can be echoed by several within the black community. And that should tell you that what I say isn't far from reality.
And i removed my videos because they are not helpful in progress (I've said that several times).
nooooooo i didnt say if someone came to you with some non-sense...just like one day you woke up and decided to make a vid just cause...do you wake up and say, ima find some black people today and tell them how i feel.......i dont think ya would...and not too many people does that!
but hey....like i said, continue moving the way you moving...its no thaaaaang to me!
enjoy ya sunday!
I MADE that video IN RESPONSE to those transphobic bullshit comments left by BLACK PEOPLE. That's why I MADE the video. Now I"m positive you didn't watch the video.
Kit, I totally understand your views and I agree. I also agree that it was a good idea to remove your videos because they did give the wrong impression which were not helpful, but I understand your position 200%. People have a right to be who they are. No one has to live up to an expectation or a stereotype. Individuality is what prevents us from having to live up to an expectation. The only expectations that we must live by are those of morality.Quote:
Originally Posted by kittymatthews
YES
Understand that I would not have made THIS video had people not come for me. I would not have made the video with the intent of putting down black people
See the following:
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oh and also,
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Da_man very well said...Daps.
Chilly...I wish you could go back in time and see how badly the use of that word hurted the Colored/mixed races in the past till you can fathom the fact its not a word you should use you're chilly imho.Quote:
Originally Posted by kittymatthews
EVERYTHING IN ARMY FATIGUE AINT A SOLDIER(my fav quote)
***TELL'EM WHY YOU MAD SON..TELL'EM WHY YOU MA SON***(just a skit from a rap song ft. the MAD rapper)lol
i see now....ya shoulders are starting to get real heavy over there...cause things cant seem to fall off ya shoulders..and ya arms are too short to brush them off.......well if ya tuck ya chin, and move that shoulder forward....ignorance will brush right off of it *wink*
now i ran into some ignorance last night at the club, which made me remember why i dont hang like that no more...and would rather handle MY business instead..... and yes it was black people that showed the fucc out. never seen no shyt like that in my life. but is it that serious as to make a video.......helllllllll no! i had disrespectful stuff said to me last week...do i remember what was said...helllllll no! these people have nothing to do with my life...so should i really care what someone says that dont know me??? no! just like i called you a fraud....do you really care??? yes, you do :) cause if you care about what people say on those social sites..you must care bout what i just called you...instead of sayin (in ya mind) "fukk you..you dont even know me"..and just keep it movin.
so peoples words are like glue...cause they damn sure sticks to you!
again not tryna change ya views, but some people just make their own live more difficult and complicated over non-sense!
ima watch a movie now...everybody........HAVE A GREAT DAY!
No, I dont care, I find it FASCINATING. That's all. I could give two fucks and a dolphin. I find ignorance fascinating. That's why i entertain it.
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blackgsxer: I'm not sure what chilly means, but I'm fully aware of the use of the word nigger. I'm sorry if it offends you. Someone calls me a nigger, i just smile and perhaps laugh a bit.
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***puts CLASH OF THE TITANS on pause***
FASCINATION....hmmmmmm!!! i got a fascination wit TGirls and panties, in the doggie position lol(nah but im serious :) )...but if her panties are dirty...she just gon get da fucc out my crib.lmao
just bein silly now...i feel GREAAAAAAAAAAAT today!
you better be watching the old clash of the titans and not the new one