Quote Originally Posted by da_man2156 View Post
you're just like daryl...you 2 like attention.........please answer this for me.........tell me how is anyone of these videos gonna help anyone in their life??? and if you feel the way you feel, why delete the other vid??? thats like me wearing a chicago bulls jersey to a knick game and when i get bad feedback..i throw my chicago bulls jersey away. i still like the fukkin bulls.lol SMH
have you traveled as a kid??(please say no, cause ya never mentioned that in ya vids)...i dont know how many people clowned you back in the days...but you let what .000000000000010% did to you...determine what our whole race is about.lmao

and you're basically internet gangsterin...internet frauding.....cause answer this, and im out.........would you go up to 500 blk people and recite every word you said in that video..i mean, you're talkin to us right?.............of course you're gonna say yes.lol


AND WHY WOULD I BE ON A BLACK TRANSSEXUAL FORUM IF I HATED BLACK PEOPLE. YA'LL DUMB.
HAHAHHA

See, like most black people who get crazy over my videos, you probably just read the title and didn't watch the video.

I deleted the videos because I realized how unhelpful they were (which i said in my last post but i know how hard it is to read so i'll repeat). I dont desire attention. DARYL posted them here, not me. My videos dont go anywhere further than youtube.

If you watched the video i just posted (which i know you didn't, but I know how hard it is to to click play and listen so I'll repeat) I do believe that I misjudge african americans based on the select few that attack me (which BTW, you are definitely not helping me in changing my views). It is a fact that in my life, the only attackers of my transition and accusers of delusion have been black. That is a fact. I have never been attacked by anyone of any other race. I'm sure it's bound to happen, but I can't help it if my lack of exposure to african americans + the ignorant ones I've met = a slanted view of african americans as a whole. I still feel the way I feel in the video (but, as I know you didn't watch the video let me reiterate, I DO NOT HATE BLACK PEOPLE), but I can back away from the situation and realize that it's unhelpful.


Look, you guys can hate me or think I'm an uncle tom or whatever, but if you actually gave two flying fucks, you'd realize that my feelings towards african americans are all based on the fact that I have always wanted to reach out and be a part o the black community, but because of what I believe in, how I feel about my race and how it defines me, how I walk and how I talk, I have faced nothing but push away and criticism. So it's natural for me to feel the way I do about african americans based on my experience. But AS I'VE SAID BEFORE, i can acknowledge that I am ignorant. Yelling at me and accusing me of loving the white man and blah blah blah blah blah is only reinforcing the negative attitude and perception i have on african americans as a whole. I DO unfairly judge black people, but I'm working on that. I do not hate myself, i love myself, there isn't an ounce of self hatred in my body, quite the opposite.


Like I said, feel the way you feel about me. I dont care. I think i made that really clear in my video