my heart is so fucked up right now... I just want to throw up..... im gonna take some time off.... my mind.. my head..... you all know how I feel about sheeba the hottest ebony transsexual woman of all time......if I lived in Atlanta she would have been my girl friend straight up.....she was the one that made me fall in this world of the black-tgirls when I first saw her... I fell in love with her myspace pics her facebook pics all her pics were golden.... so feminine queen sheeba........I don't know what to do I got a gang of her videos on my computer I don't know whether to delete them or not..... im just gonna go lie down...... im just hurt.....end of an era.....and the last thing I told her was she was beautiful and needed to come to dallas that was 7 months ago dam