Seductive New Video on my YT channel

[kittymatthews]

Am I an attention whore?

Sure.

Do I need your attention?

Nope. <3

So HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

[CosmicTraveler]

Yay! A trend! Hmmmm...

You guys oughta calm down though. No need for all that heat.

[kittymatthews]

And yet black men wonder why i have such a hard time getting along with them.
hmmmmmmm.

[CosmicTraveler]

Everyone loves Apollo Creed!

[kittymatthews]

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

[CosmicTraveler]

Sometimes you guys are just hostile for no reason. =/

[kittymatthews]

Sometimes you guys are just hostile for no reason. =/

Do you think i'm hostile?

[CosmicTraveler]

A little. I could be misreading it, but you are coming off as a little embittered every time you mention why you don't like black men as if they're the only ones who irritate you. Of course, maybe they are. I dunno for certain.

But hey, I don't wanna make any waves here.... so I'm gonna just roll away from this.

[kittymatthews]

Honestly

and this is me being straight with you to the tea


Black men are the only race of man who I have ever felt as though my personalities and my looks are judged drastically. Maybe they're just more vocal about it, but I've never had a hard time attracting and dating all other races except for black men. That's just my experience. I think black men are cool, but they're way too critical of women...for everything. This Indy guy makes it seem like I have to prove myself to him in order to get a response other than "hmmmmm". Someone who simply doesn't like me or thinks i'm an attention whore will simply ignore me and move on. At least most would. Very rarely do men that harass me or criticize me tend to be any other race but African American. And that's the truth. lol. So naturally, when a black man treats me like I have to prove something to him, I'm not surprised and it simply reinforces why i haven't/don't date black men. And I think that really fucks it up for the black guys that are actually decent guys, come to think of it. Because i think I probably do unfairly judge black men based on the assholes of the past. So I guess it's fair to say i'm a little hostile.

Meh
but I'm here, obviously. So...obviously i dont mind black men.

[CosmicTraveler]

I understand all of that. Mainly because I've gone through it. ( And no, I'm not a TS, nor have I ever been. ) So I get it. But I guess it'd be better to avoid things like that. Lest we end up with another stefon.