When not actively filming porn, or here on the forum, I'm totally separate from the porn world, so I'm lost too.

However; I think sometimes people say things in the heat of the moment that they don't really mean. Just comes out, and given time to sit back and contemplate on the matter sometimes it's not what is really meant. When a person says the same hurtful thing over and over again, argument after argument that's how you know they really mean it, despite any apologies later down the line.

Despite how much guys love girls with phat asses and all that body, it's sometimes not til years later that the silicone can start to show negative effects. I always try and discourage girls from getting pumped and to try and stay as natural as possible. If they are dead set on getting pumped, to do some solid research on who you are going to, because it only takes one bad session to end your life.