MY friend, you are missing out. Find a TS women who is willing to take her time (and knows what she is doing) to be your "first." Relax and just let her make love to your ass. If she takes her time, there should be very little pain (unless she is really big). Let your mind go, and enjoy it. Have her loosen you up with her tongue, fingers and small butt-plug first, before she tries to slowly enter you. Feeling her actually "open you up" is an unbelievably good feeling!! Your dick won't be limp and dangling---it will be rock hard (harder than it's ever been in your life) and oozing pre-cum, trust me. And once her hard dick starts rubbing against your prostrate, you will lose your fucking mind with pleasure. Pain???---it will become all pleasure my friend. And as I said before, the orgasm will blow your mind!! Let it happen man, let it happen.... Peace.