Quote Originally Posted by vidman View Post
Amber, fuck your respect. Your respect isn't going to get me a raise on my job or a promotion or pay a bill, etc etc. I could give two fucks about your perception of me. That's your problem, you think that you are the queen and that every person should work to be in your good graces or else!!! Hoe please! I don't give a fuck about you or what you like or what you do! I feel kinda special knowing that I'm still on your mind so much that a year later, you still feel compelled to "muddy" me up. lol. Do you actually think I give a fuck about mud on black-tgirls forum? Really? The last you heard of me was over a year ago. So whatever you have to say is old news. I don't even participate on this forum like I used to. I'm sure you've noticed my lack of input here in the past year. I may pay for a subscription or two every once in a while to the site. I may come to see if old friends have returned. I may even come back to see if Roc has put up some more pics of new girls, but other than that, I've moved on to things that really matter. So go ahead, say what you gotta say and then ask the question to the Forum followers if they really give a fuck about what you've said about the Vidman and I guarantee you they will say "HELL NO!" lol. You are so stuck in the btg forum world it's really funny. Amber, if you don't move on, you will be the only one still here. I've noticed that you are the only transgirl who still keeps up GARBAGE on this forum. Sasha doesn't, Lux doesn't, Rems doesn't. ONLY YOUR RETARDED ASS. So keep on being BITTER towards men. It only shows your lack of maturity and how angry you are.

In life, Amber, everyone you meet will not like you. I've met girls that I've grown great bonds with and I've met some that didn't spawn a friendship. I'm sure you've met guys that you are cool with and some you don't fuck with. It's life and shit happens. You shouldn't get so caught up in that. Just because people don't believe in your philosophies on subjects doesn't mean you have to get mad and "muddy" them up. LOL!! I love that word...muddy. lol. And you wonder why August Alsina refused to take a picture. Not because he has a problem with transsexuals, but because he knows that transsexuals like you exist. He knows that the second he makes a wrong move or says something that's not in tune with the mindset of a girl like you, you and girls like you will "muddy" him. lol. There is a difference between a tranny and a transsexual. Transsexuals are respectful and respectable women who have other things going on in life other than keeping up drama and trying to come up on someone else. Trannys are girls like you. Angry bitches always trying to keep up mess and start trouble. So, to any transsexual reading this dialogue, please know that I know the difference. You see, August is afraid of the Trannys. He probably isn't as well versed in the transgendered community to know that there is even a difference between trannys and transsexuals. But I know and I also know what you are Amber. What you are attempting to carry on with me, Amber, only validates what Raheme, me and others are speaking of. Oops, my bad. Let me not mention Raheme, you might think I'm on his dick or something. lol. You need some anger management classes. You also need some jealousy management classes. Anyone that disagrees with you or chooses the side of your debate opponent is automatically your enemy. Not cool. Just because someone has a difference in one of your opinions doesn't mean he is your enemy. He may agree with 98% or your opinions, just not the feeble 2%. Realizing that the world does not revolve around you can be disappointing Amber, but the world doesn't revolve around you and it's time you realize that.

So, go ahead and do what you gotta do Amber. I could care less about a bunch of dudes on a site of which none of them know me other than by the name VIDMAN. No man on this Forum can ring my phone and say "whats up Vid." No man on this site can display my address, place of employment, family members, vehicles, etc etc. So I don't give a fuck what you put on here! There sure aren't any girls roaming around here anymore so I really don't give a fuck. I'm quite sure whatever ancient news you divulge about me will not inspire the Forum to google me. lol. I've moved on to other aspects of my life. I'm working on career, travels and a child. By the way, I'll be in Los Angeles on the 4th of July weekend and I'll be in Domincan Republic on the week of July 21st. lol. Those are more important than what your shallow mind has to say on the btg Forum. I know you have a life other than here Ms. Amberskyi. lol. Oh, I gave you some current info on me in the previous sentence (career, travels and child). So there, now you have new info. Put some mud on it. lol

Praying for you AmSkyi. So bitter. So hostile. So "muddy". lol

wow, i must of really gotten under your skin lol
I already said your not going to give two fucks about my respect.I only mentioned that in regards to your claim that I'm "bitter" and hate men.Its very interesting but I've noticed that men like to throw that bitter shit at woman in an attempt to fill her with self doubt and manipulate her standards.The only men who have ever called me bitter are the ones that cant reach that bar so I'm not surprised that your using it.
Lets explore tho...so I must be bitter because I expect men to treat ts woman with the same amount of respect that they do genetic woman? So in order for me to be well adjusted I should just accept the fact that being trans means that Im less than everyone else? That its okay for men to sleep with us but be ashamed to be associated with? I should accept that false notion that all ts woman are sex workers? That's pretty much the only things I harp on about on here.Sorry that I'm not going to join the circle jerk while yall try to justify yall sad self loathing dl lifystyles.
I do agree with you that it def must say something that I'm the only ts girl that still posts on here but not about me.Maybe the others are tired of coming on to interact with a bunch of self loathing men who refuse to see ts woman outside of their very narrow perception. Some part of me feels compelled tho to speak on behalf of ts woman and try to reach at least one person. To counteract the negative associations that many have on this forum. That maybe at least one guy reads through this shit and understand that being filled with shame and adopting a dl lifestyle is not the only way of interacting with ts woman.
Your attempts to define me are laughable.Oooo..you say I'm a tranny so I must be lol.No nigga, Im a strong,intelligent and opinionated black woman.I understand that's intimidating for some but thats not my problem.The only validation I need is from my family and they are proud of the woman I have become and am continuing to become.
I have never in my life outed another man for dealing with a ts woman.I respect myself as a woman and to out another person for having dealings with me would be putting myself in a position for people to view me as something other than what I know myself to be.
Me talking shit about you on here is nothing close to the same as what Sidney Star and that Honey dip chick did.No one knows you on here negro lol.What I have to say on here has zero impact on your actual life.All for my personal amusement and enjoyment.Its called anonymity moron.
Im done with this tho.I could call out the many names, dates, and incidents but you know the kind of sad, miserable, manipulative and desperate person you are.You know the dicks you begged to suck, the girls who couldnt get hard for you because they found you so pitiful,who was only was using you for a place to crash at when they're in town.You know all the failed relationship attempts with ts woman.The many girls who have put you on blast as a fuck nigga.Your a cock whore...I know it, you know it and most of bgc knows it lol
I would say I wish you well but karma has away of dealing with men like you.You've taken up enough of my time. Congrats on the child and god bless that woman. She's in for quite the experience with you lol